Saturday, August 29, 2009

..another inspirasi abadi

yes..
laGu itew masih berputar-putar dlm otak aku.
putar-putar cam abG beca lak.

haih.
its 3 am u ols.
yes.
u Guessed riGht.
baby was wat kept me awake.
ekceli, like the whole house awake.

awat tah nGan arina.
tak mau tidoQ plak tonite.
maybe dia tak selese kot.
dunno.

but now she's asleep,
leavinG me + my eyes as round as ever.
huhu.
lantas aku menGambil kesempatan menGapdet bloG.

_______last niGht.
pon aku amik kesempatan juGak.
tapi dalam pukul 12am je laa aku online.
ym nGan my bff.
so many stories to share.
she asked me wat labour was like.

...

aku baGi tau dia.
punye lah sakit sampai aku
sempat laGi, in the middle of unbearable pain,
mintak dokter operate aku.
:P ..tak malu ke leli?

tapi tu laa.

dokter tak kasik laa kan.
dia cakap dah bukak sampai 7cm.

it was soooo painful.
sampai aku tak taw which part of me was hurtinG.
but i do kno one thinG.
kalo ade oranG chopped off my limbs time tu pon
aku takkan rase.
it was really painful.
a stranGe feelinG if u come to think of it.

time to,
sGala pesanan member2 kat skolah,
pesanan mama,
and anybody else yanG kasi tips kat aku caner nak bersalin
ternGianG2 dalam tinGer aku.
but..
wasnt able to diGest it.
i Guess i was about to be insane at that mo`.

oi sakit nyee kalo aku inGat balik.
:P
seriyes aku takde niat nak takut kan sesape
ape tah laGi buat koranG rase nGilu :P

tapi kan,
maGically every sinGle pain went away
as soon as the baby was out.
blink of an eye.

the pain was Gone jez like that.
i felt empty sanGat.

but not as soon as the doc placed my baby on top of my tummy.
i din make any sound or movements for like 1 minit.
sampai doc tanye, 'apsal diam?'
kuanG hajo nye doc.

aku terkejut laa..
hehe.
i finally am a mother.
immediately naik panGkat
and switched to the mummy department.

it was such a beautiful moment
..which i had to share with a room full of nurses and a male doc.
male doc?
oooo..
adoi.
banyak nye male docs yanG bertuGas kat labour room hospital sG petani.
..had to leave shame behind.


hmmm.
wat else is there to add ya?

nothinG much laa.
thinkinG bout those shweet moments
buat aku lupe pasal penat jaGe arina :)

arina.afrina is 17days today.

shayanG,
mama doakan kamu jadi anak yanG baik.
hormat oranG tua.
dikurniakan hati yanG suci muci
menGhulurkan bantuan tatkala diperlukan
bijak berfikir
dan sentiasa dilindunGi Allah.

mama + ayah love you
we'll take Good care of you
and we hope u will too in our Good old days :)



slamat berpuasa, sumer :)

9 comments:

  1. ye,sye pn yakin sye kunci komen ini..
    Heh.
    pengaruh tibi maksu nie.
    heee..
    mksu dh tkut2 kan,
    cm na nk bersalin cm nie.
    owh.lpe
    kna crik calon dlu. Heh!

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  2. hehe.
    cuti 60 hari dik non oi.
    duk umah tGk tv tido-tido laa.
    ape laGik.

    sape boifren kakcik?
    maksu nak taw.
    takkan takde sesape laGi.
    cam tipu maksu jek.
    *suspicious*

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  3. erk.
    suspicious ek..
    actually,sheikh muszapahar.ehe
    tp mls nk announce2.
    heh.
    eh,mksu,prnah ade dlu.
    tp skang tkde dh..
    mksu, yg kt entri kt blog mksu mention sambadi??
    siapa?

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  4. sambadi?
    ade eh maksu mention?
    mane tuh?

    haip.
    jGn nak tuko topik.

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  5. haip...bikin suspender saje la. huhu

    i gez when the baby comes it means u r ready to go through all that kan? kita cuma perlu doa minta yang terbaik...

    huhu tapi aku tetap la takut. camne nih?

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  6. the usual me,
    as blur as ever, Qin.
    aku sampai bersalin tu tak rase takut.
    sebab aku cam lupe lak besalin ni akan saket.
    ..laGi pun, aku cam tak leh nak imaGine,
    so, aku tak terfikir pun akan sakit.
    hehe.

    boleh tak?
    rilek btol aku ni.
    esh esh.

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  7. ehe,mna de tukar topik..
    pls continue with ur question.eehehehe

    eh2,mksu,yg topik kt 'trust' tue.mksu mention about somebody.cpt story

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  8. punye besor UKM tu,
    takkan takde admire memane abG senior ke.
    ehek.
    takkan lah..
    mesti ade neh.

    maksu dah pon kunci komen tu kat bloG awak laa.
    somebody.. huhu.
    so sad we have to label him as 'somebody'.
    i hope dia happy nGan dia punye somebody.
    hee n_n

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  9. ehe,dah pernah ada..
    tp tk pernah mention kt maksu..
    tapi now,tk de pa pe..
    it hurts.. TT

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