Tuesday, November 29, 2011

2sen on : professional Vs hypocrisy

salam tahun baru 1433, people.
last year ada baca doa awal tahun akhir tahun.
this year sebok dengan hal duniawi yang tidak menguntungkan,
lantas terlupa nak baca doa..
sedey.

yeah.
professional vs hypocrisy.
hypocrisy?
ala.. hipokrit.
takkan tak penah dengor..
kan.

professional,
i think you all know.
but for those who don't,
professional di sini bukanlah bermakna macam tukang masak professional ala masterchef malaysia.
atau pemandu professional F1
atau suri rumah professional seperti saye :P
no no no no no.
not a professional.
but being professional.


it means to conform to the standards of a professional.
ada paham?
tak paham lagi?
baik..baik..

makna nya cam,
kalau aku ni seorang cikgu Bahasa Inggeris,
janganlah aku ini menjadi seperti Pah Mulut Murai selekeh busuk ati pula sewaktu bekerja.
sebab..
seorang guru, mengikut buku teks perguruan,
mestilah seorang yang menjaga penampilan,
mestilah seorang yang berpendidikan,
mestilah seorang yang berpengetahuan,
mestilah seorang yang berwawasan,
mestilah seorang yang bermoral,
mestilah seorang yang bermotivasi,
mestilah seorang yang berbudi pekerti mulia tahap sahaya,
dan sebagai-bagai nye lah.

oke,
pendek kate, hipokrit ialah:
a person who pretends to be what he / she is not
dan secara panjang nye ialah :
a person who professes beliefs and opinions that he or she does not hold in order to conceal his or her real feelings or motives

haaa..
contoh nye :
Laili adalah seorang yang geli akan ulat, apatah lagi cacing.
beliau ada fobia terhadap makhluk ini sejak di bangku sekolah lagi.
namun, secara tidak sengaja Laili telah dipilih untuk menjadi duta program menternak cacing peringkat kebangsaan [ergh!]
kerana bayaran untuk menjadi duta berkenaan adalah amat melampaui tinggi nya,
maka beliau pon terima lah tawaran tersebut.
sewaktu menjalani iklan untuk program menternak cacing,
dialog "saya sukeeeee sangat cacing. ia bagaikan teman rapat saye. marilah menternak cacing untuk memperbanyakkan umat cacing di bumi ini!"
lantas, Laili pon dengan rela melepaskan tawaran menjadi duta, serta menghempas dialog ke lantai sambil berlari.


aaaa.. itu cerita orang yang tak hipokrit :P


tapi kalau orang yang hipokrit pasti saje akan mengakui sesuatu yang dia sendiri tidak menyetujui.


so. being a professional,
adakah perlakuan begini dianggap hipokrit?

atau sekadar menjadi seorang yang professional dalam bidang nye.

sebagai manusia,
kesabaran kita ada had nye.
tapi sebagai guru,
kesabaran kite tiada had nye waima kat sekolah kite jualah mengajar anak murid bahawa kesabaran itu separuh dari iman.


to me:
sebagai guru,
kekadang kite kene menjadi seorang yang hipokrit,
baru lah kelihatan professional.
kekadang kite kene menegakkan benang yang bukan sekadar basah tetapi juga dah nak putus.
baru lah kelihatan professional.
kekadang kite kene ludah dan telan balik ludah kite [euuww yaks]
baru lah kelihatan professional.
pendek cerita:
menjadi seorang yang professional adalah hypocrisy yang sebenar. 


but what to do,
work hazzard.
so i guess kerja cikgu is not entirely a nobel profession.
as any prefession would be.



sekian dari saya,
seorang guru Bahasa Inggeris
yang berjiwa tulus,
tetapi tersepit antara nak bersikap professional
atau menjadi seorang yang hipokrit.
cheers to myself
*sedey*

mase ni, tak kenal politik sekolah.
tak kenal professionalisme,
tak kenal hypocrisy.

Sunday, November 27, 2011

it works like magic *~


 
being a young mother, 
it sometimes feel burdening 
when we really want the baby to sleep
and he just doesn't.

this might be how some mothers
start facing stress and moodiness,
and many ill habits.

my baby, Lutfirrahman,
which means pertolongan Allah,

i have had troubles putting him to sleep these past few months.
but now no more!

have you tried the Johnson's Baby Bedtime ?
i tried the Bedtime baby oil.

i don't know why,
is it because of the smell?
or what.
but the name Bedtime is perfect because it really does help my baby sleep better,
thus allowing ibu to relax for a while : )
we mommies need time to relax and allow those back pains to go away too, ya know?
hehe.

 gave Lutfi a massage,
paying extra attention to his head,
face,
shoulders,
hands,
tummy,
back,
thighs and legs,
and the sole of the feet.

and he sleeps like baby n_n

did you know that massages can help a baby's growth rate?
and proven to help their sleeping order.
wow.


try it.
i'm thankful i did.
good things.

Saturday, November 26, 2011

shhhhhhhecret garden~*`

so i finally finished the 3 DVDs of Secret Garden.













ahh.. sho shweeeeet.
and totally tak logic.
hahaha
kan.


tapi memang tidak membosankan.
i enjoyed all episodes.
unlike Which Star Are You From [Kim Rae Won]
the moment i thought i would get bored,
something unpredictable comes up.
i love the twist!

memang tak leh nak jangka story line nye.

plus,
i love the cinematography.
makes me wanna go to Korea like now!
*bukak page airasia + tengok tiket*

*tutup balik*

aaaa back to SG.
pastu ost dia boleh kata semua pon best.
tapi yang paling famous yang ni laa kan:

[Ost.Secret Garden]Hyun Bin - That Man

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 other than that,
i also like:


You Are My Spring (Secret Garden OST Part 4)

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You are my spring is sung by Sung Si Kyung.

ok lah.
i have so many things happening right now,
i'm not even sure i'm able to handle.
so, off to sort my mind lah.
good things, people.

Thursday, November 24, 2011

aishhhhh.. boleh ke?


hah. apekah ini?
hehe.
stumbled upon this pic.

i think this was the time in my life i was the kurusest (paling kurus)
i think i weighed at 60 that time.
aduhh..
some people 60 tuh dah kira obese,
but for me 60 tu cam ideal weight aku.

so, yeah.

kalo hubs bace, mesti beliau tertanye-tanye
"sapekah di sebelah bini gwa itu?!"
itu ialah Encik Terry,
kire cam HEM kitorang mase kat UK dulu laa.
hehe.

and baju kebaya tu,
boleh kira dengan sebelah tangan je bila aku pernah pakai.
maybe takde confidence kot nak pakai kebaya dulu.
..well now lagi laaaa takde confidence.

camne leh kurus cam tu ek dulu.
it all happened before aku terjebak ngan Geng House 33.
mase tu aku loner.
orang lain pergi UK ade geng.
aku takde.
so aku dok serumah ngan Julies and Dod Chin.
kire cam kitorang bertiga nih loner laa.

yup, we were housemates,
but were not that close at that time.
makan pon sendirik-sendirik.

routine makan aku ialah,
aku akan beli muffins yang sedap gile kat Asda,
or choc chips yang paket gold tuh dari Asda,
and makan bende tuh je dua kali sehari kot.
with a glass of milk.

tu je.

so, plus the loneliness + meals yang menyedihkan,
i guess that was how it happened.
then, i met the H33 girls.
then i gained and gained.
haha.
bukan takat food je,
tapi the company jua turut buatkan aku gain weight.
orang cakap hati senang kan.

balik je Malaysia,
aku ingat lagi mak aku siap marah kat aku.
dia kata dah elok-elok kurus dah naik balik badan.
hnsss..
wat to do bonda.

so sekarang persoalannya,
boleh ke aku jadik cam nih balik?
sekian teruma kasih :P

Monday, November 21, 2011

Malaysia vs Indonesia

so, tengok tak bola smalam?
alaa..
tak remaje laa kalau tak tengok.
hahaha..

it was a fair game.
dua-dua team  sama naik.
which is totally not supposed to happen!

i mean,
did you guys see the stadium?
malaysian fans boleh kira skali pandang jek.
padahal bukan nya takde malaysians kat indonesia.
cuma maybe atas faktor keselamatan diorang cam malas nak pegi kot.

so, i salute those few who were there.
you guys actually sanggup berkorban nyawa sbenor nye pegi sana stadium.

imagine kalo kene pijak ngan fans dari team lawan,
memang takde sape yang sedor laa jawapannye.

hehe.
so, yeah.
my salute is to you.

tak yah laa nak ulas pasal game last nite
sebab rase nye more than 50% of rakyat malaysia watched last nite kot.
unless korang memang takde rase patriotik langsung laa.

because kalau kite buat survey pon kan,
bukannye semua yang menonton tu minat bola,
and kalau yang minat bola pon,
bukan nye minat Liga Malaysia pon.
kan?

meaning,
it was more than just a football game.
it was about upholding the country's name.
it was about being strong and able to withheld the negative energy surrounding.
..wah.

it was about our pride.

so, apparently our Malaysian pride was on parade last nite :P

special wish for the Sea Games / Olympics football team:
you guys did ohohohosum last nite.
tho watching ya'll gave heart attacks to many young people viewing,
it was worth the pain,
recover soon and our pray shall always be with you n_n


that's all from me + my family.
we've made football our family affair.

안녕히 ~!


Si Kyung - ssi, even now i 사랑해 this song ~*

Sung Si Kyung - Even Now

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grab your mics, woman. 
let's pour our hearts out~!


geudongan eotteoke jinaenni
mureobojin motaetji geujeo eosaekhan annyeong
cham bangawotdeon neomu jjarbatdeon insaga kkeutnago
eoryeomputan mianhameul naneun boasseo

gwaenchanha gwaenchanha jinagan iringeol
neoreul bogodo utji motan iyuneun wonmangi anya
gwaenchanha gwaenchanha daman mutgo sipeo
neoegedo naneun ttatteutan gieogilkka

seoroga majimagi doegil
urin yaksokhaetjiman geujeo seuchyeogan inyeon
jugo sipeun geot juji motan geot maeume namaseo
neon tteonado nan geugose goyeo isseotji

gwaenchanha gwaenchanha jinagan iringeol
neoreul bogodo utji motan iyuneun wonmangi anya
gwaenchanha gwaenchanha daman mutgo sipeo
naro inhae neodo jogeumeun ureosseulkka

hago sipeun mari neomu manheunde
imi doraseon neoreul jabeul su eobseo

gwaenchanha ijeneun jinagan iringeol
naega gamdanghan oeroummankeum nega pyeonhaejyeotdamyeon
gwaenchanha gwaenchanha mianhaehaji ma
neon naege eonjena gomaun gieogingeol

hoksi doraogo sipdamyeon
jigeumirado nan

..which means >>>


I couldn't ask you how you were doing
I just said an awkward hello
When our delightful but short greetings ended
I faintly saw a sorry heart

It's alright, it's alright- it's all in the past
The reason I couldn't smile at you isn't because I despise you
It's alright, it's alright- I just want to bury it
Am I also a warm memory to you as well?

We promised each other that we would be each other's last
But we ended up just being passing by lovers
Because the things I wanted to give you still remain in my heart
Even after you left, I'm still welled up in that place

It's alright, it's alright- it's all in the past
The reason I couldn't smile at you isn't because I despise you
It's alright, it's alright- I just want to bury it
Did you cry a little because of me as well?

There are so many things I want to say
But I can't grasp you, who already turned away

It's alright, it's alright- it's all in the past
If you've become comfortable as much as I was lonely
It's alright, it's alright- don't be sorry
You're always a thankful memory to me

If by chance, you want to come back
Then even now I'm...

the coolest thing to do when..

last night mase tengok KBSW's Secret show,
ada laa satu soalan tu:
the coolest things to do after breaking up with your partner..

and numero uno is : delete everything.

i so super second that.
there must be an absolute reason why it ended right?
so just get friggin deletin'.
and believe in fate and have faith :)
fffffffeh..


....do not expect me to start reminiscing my past here.
entry2 dudolu pon aku delete. haha.

this is a very interesting subject to blog about
[and a CWOT]
i dont wanna rub anybody the wrong way, or the right way.
so i'll just leave you to your imagination.
hakhak..
[bile korang dah kawin and ada a couple of kids, u hafta watch what you talk about]
alrighty.

wanna share a song with ya'll in the next post.
see yah.